People say, that teenagers have this period when they act really strange and bad, have fights with parents and teachers and other stuff. I used to wonder, why I never had this. Like, seriously. I was depressed for a very long period of time, but it had it’s broken-heart connected reasons. But I always wondered, where all the energy that was supposed to be bursting out of me go. I mean, some of it went into my sadness, but new one came out of there.
I kinda figured that it all went into the weird texts I wrote then. ‘Cause rereading them is fun, but strange. No wonder my parents got worried when they happened to read one of those (they even showed it to a psychologist %) Luckily, without me knowing). But I guess, all the explosion of feelings, thoughts and weirdness that usually spills out ofteenagers all around them just went into written word in my case.
Lucky me, I guess. I kinda miss all the crazily active writing now.